Thursday, November 1, 2007...the date of my first post. It seems so long ago that I first sat down to describe the beginning of my journey. It seems so long ago that I described how incredibly nervous I was to take the plunge and leave home. But now, here I sit, 50 posts and ten months later, describing the exact opposite. Describing how wonderful this journey as been. How truly life changing this entire experience is, and will continue to be years down the line. My how times have changed...
But yes, my time hear is nearly at an end and so many emotions are running through my head. Absolute joy that I will be back home among my friends and loved ones. A surge of pride that I faced this challenge head on and won. A sense of accomplishment that I chased a dream and became a better person for it. But on the other hand, a profound sense of sorrow stirs with the thought of leaving this great land. A sense of loss while saying goodbye to my friends. A feeling of lonliness knowling that I will never have this experience again.
But in the end, as I wrap up this journey, no amount of joy or sorrow can deflect the sense of love that I felt daily from both sides of the world. From beginning to end the amount of support and kindness I received, in many different fashions, kept me stronger than I have ever thought I could be. When I was feeling a bit out of place, a call from a friend pulled my head back in. When the holidays came around, cards and letters from home lifted my spirits. When I needed a kick in the butt, Lisa P gladly provided (just kidding!!!). So thank you to everyone who made this journey possible, because you are the ones who have made this experience truly remarkable. It is in the people closest to us that we find our greatest source of strength.
And so I say "I'll see you soon" to all my mates back home. I'll say "until next time" to all my mates still here. Fair dinkum, you are all the best blokes a seppo like me could ask for. I reckon we'll see each other soon, and when that day comes, bob's your uncle. Cheers everyone and I'll see you in Chicago on Saturday night!
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Patrick, your words are incredible. I know they are spoken from the heart. And I am so thrilled that this has been an experience that you will talk about for the rest of your life. And trust me you will never forget that you had the strength to believe in yourself. That my dear nephew is what made all of this unforgettable.
Aunt Mary
Patty--Enjoy your last few days in Oz. I know there are a few people on this side of the pond who cannot wait to have you back. Thank you for taking us along on your journey. What a ride! :)
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